{"id":2244,"date":"2010-11-10T15:12:49","date_gmt":"2010-11-10T14:12:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vildavastra.se\/mommasblogg\/?p=2244"},"modified":"2010-11-10T15:12:49","modified_gmt":"2010-11-10T14:12:49","slug":"onsdag","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/?p=2244","title":{"rendered":"Onsdag"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Det blev inge bak idag. Min fibrokropp sa ifr\u00e5n. Fick f\u00f6r ungef\u00e4r 30 \u00e5r sedan diagnosen Fibromyalgi. L\u00e4rde mig d\u00e5 bem\u00e4stra sjukdomen med Mental tr\u00e4ning. Men har f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt att som \u00e4ldre lyder hj\u00e4rnan inte som f\u00f6rut. Det tar l\u00e4ngre tid. S\u00e5 jag beh\u00f6ver den h\u00e4r dagen att bara va. \u00c4gna mig \u00e5t avslappning och positiva tankar. Har ocks\u00e5 blivit mer v\u00e4derk\u00e4nslig, dagens v\u00e4der \u00e4r heller ingen h\u00f6jdare. Kroppen v\u00e4rker, jag \u00e4r inte jag.<\/p>\n<p>LEJONGROPEN\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ( ur min diktbok k\u00e4nslor)<\/p>\n<p>Dagen idag \u00e4r en svart dag<\/p>\n<p>Har hamnat i lejongropen, jag \u00e4r inte jag.<\/p>\n<p>Jag k\u00e4mpar, sliter mitt h\u00e5r.<\/p>\n<p>Varf\u00f6r \u00e4r inte idag som i g\u00e5r?<\/p>\n<p>Varf\u00f6r har jag s\u00e5 m\u00f6rka tankar<\/p>\n<p>Varf\u00f6r bultar mitt hj\u00e4rta s\u00e5 h\u00e5rt och bankar ?<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Jag vill upp ur min grop<\/p>\n<p>kan ingen h\u00f6ra mitt rop?<\/p>\n<p>Men pl\u00f6tsligt i mitt svarta h\u00e5l<\/p>\n<p>jag ser ett ljus jag kan \u00e5ter andas<\/p>\n<p>ser rymd och ljus.<\/p>\n<p>Jag dansar, jag sjunger<\/p>\n<p>Jag \u00e4lskar, jag skrattar<\/p>\n<p>Jag LEVER !!<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>Dagens ord :Healing \/L\u00e4kning<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; 7,5 gr&#8230;.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Vi h\u00f6rs &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det blev inge bak idag. Min fibrokropp sa ifr\u00e5n. Fick f\u00f6r ungef\u00e4r 30 \u00e5r sedan diagnosen Fibromyalgi. L\u00e4rde mig d\u00e5 bem\u00e4stra sjukdomen med Mental tr\u00e4ning. Men har f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt att som \u00e4ldre lyder hj\u00e4rnan inte som f\u00f6rut. Det tar l\u00e4ngre tid. S\u00e5 jag beh\u00f6ver den h\u00e4r dagen att bara va. \u00c4gna mig \u00e5t avslappning och positiva &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/?p=2244\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Onsdag<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2244","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dagensord"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2244","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2244"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2244\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2244"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2244"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2244"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}