{"id":7084,"date":"2013-11-04T11:32:34","date_gmt":"2013-11-04T10:32:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vildavastra.se\/mommasblogg\/?p=7084"},"modified":"2013-11-04T11:32:34","modified_gmt":"2013-11-04T10:32:34","slug":"novembermys","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/?p=7084","title":{"rendered":"Novembermys …"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Tre \u00e5r efter branden- JanOla, Farmor, Jag <\/dd>\n
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November m\u00f6rkrets m\u00e5nad, men ocks\u00e5 den m\u00e5nad n\u00e4r vi kan f\u00e5 boa in oss, t\u00e4nda ljus \u00a0g\u00f6ra det mysigt omkring oss. Hos mig har en m\u00e4rklig k\u00e4nsla dykt upp. Har sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r att t\u00e4nda levande ljus. R\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att jag ska gl\u00f6mma bl\u00e5sa ut dem, att huset ska b\u00f6rja brinna. T\u00e4nder d\u00e4rf\u00f6r g\u00e4rna v\u00e4rmeljus som slocknar av sig sj\u00e4lva. T\u00e4nder og\u00e4rna en brasa i \u00f6ppna spisen.<\/p>\n

Tror allt bottnar i att v\u00e5rt hus-hem i Bysj\u00f6n brann ner till grunden n\u00e4r jag var 1\u00bd \u00e5r. En traumatisk upplevelse f\u00f6r hela familjen. Kanske mest f\u00f6r min mor, som efter det blev r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r eld. Det st\u00f6d och hj\u00e4lp hon fick, var fr\u00e5n byborna, n\u00e5n annan hj\u00e4lp fanns inte att f\u00e5. Fick alltid som barn h\u00f6ra : ”Si ette ljusa, bl\u00e5s ut ljusa”, d\u00e5 mest p\u00e5 jularna.<\/p>\n

Har f\u00f6r mig f\u00e5tt ber\u00e4ttat, att n\u00e4r huset brann, samlade tant Beda (fr\u00e5n Lapp\u00e5sen) ihop alla barn som som kommit till g\u00e5rden. Tog oss med till vedboden och ber\u00e4ttade sagor f\u00f6r oss. Har nu p\u00e5 \u00e4ldre dar f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt, varf\u00f6r jag som barn fann trygghet hos tant Beda p\u00e5 Lapp\u00e5sen.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6rjar mer och mer att f\u00f6rst\u00e5 att r\u00e4dslor,men \u00a0\u00e4ven n\u00e4r det g\u00e4ller positiva saker, \u00a0som man upplevt som barn, \u00e5terkommer n\u00e4r man blir \u00e4ldre. \u00a0Att t\u00e4nda en brasa ute, sitta vid den och njuta, kan jag k\u00e4nna lugn och avslappning inf\u00f6r. \u00a0Det h\u00e4nder allt f\u00f6r s\u00e4llan numera att jag g\u00f6r s\u00e5, till sorg f\u00f6r mig, men till gl\u00e4dje f\u00f6r Kjell som ogillar” r\u00f6k- sot och br\u00e4nda korvar” .<\/p>\n

Dagens citat : \u00a0Vi kan l\u00f6sa problem genom att se vad som \u00e4r v\u00e5r egen del i dem.<\/p>\n

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\u00d6ppna spisen utan brasa \u00a0 Tre \u00e5r efter branden- JanOla, Farmor, Jag November m\u00f6rkrets m\u00e5nad, men ocks\u00e5 den m\u00e5nad n\u00e4r vi kan f\u00e5 boa in oss, t\u00e4nda ljus \u00a0g\u00f6ra det mysigt omkring oss. Hos mig har en m\u00e4rklig k\u00e4nsla dykt upp. Har sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r att t\u00e4nda levande ljus. R\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att jag ska gl\u00f6mma bl\u00e5sa … Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa Novembermys …<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7084","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fran-holafors"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7084","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7084"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7084\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7084"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7084"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mommas.junselebyar.se\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7084"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}